In TOTAL Awh at nap time !!!

I was laying down with Sage (who loves to fight nap time) and I couldn't nap myself for thinking about something so awesome. First I want to share the words to a song that we found by a gospel group..."Selah". Yes, the Lord has led us to a wonderful group with the same name as our Baby girl. What is so wonderful is that one of the singers for the group has a story like ours. I got the book "I Will Carry You" for Mother's Day along with their CD. I can't stop listening to it. I want to post the video and link to their story because it is unbelieveable how God has basically handed this story to our family. I wil hopefully figure out how to get it to post on the blog, but in the mean time, here are the song lyrics...

I Will Carry You from the CD Selah- You Deliver Me

There were photographs I wanted to take
Things I wanted to show you
Sing sweet lullabies, wipe your teary eyes
Who could love you like this?
People say that I am brave, but I'm not
Truth is I'm barely hanging on
But there's a greater story
Written long before me
Because He loves you like this

So I will carry you
While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All my life
And I will praise the One who's chosen me
To Carry YOU

Such a short time
Such a long road
All this madness
But i know
That the silence
Has brought me to His voice
And He says...

I've shown her photographs of time beginning
Walked her through the parted sea
Angel lullabies, no more teary eyes
Who could love her like this?

I will carry you
While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All your life
And I will praise the One who's chosen me
To carry You

...what i am in total awh about is that it may be real soon that Jesus takes my baby girl by the hand and walks her through the parted sea, while she hears the angels sing her lullabies, and she never has to experience hurt or pain...WHAT A DAY THAT WILL BE!!! AND THE BEST PART IS ONE DAY BECAUSE HE IS LORD OF MY LIFE...I WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE THAT WALK HOLDING MY BABY GIRL'S LITTLE HAND TOO. SHE WILL BE ABLE TO GIVE ME THE TOUR OF HEAVEN!! Thank you Jesus for saving my soul and letting me be a witness to others through the trials!!! i love you SAYLA GRACE HADLEY...MOMMY!!